i had the most amazing weekend with my boyfriend, but unfortunately i was sidetracked with my diet. the only reason i really got back on it was for him, but he hated that i couldn’t eat the things he wanted to eat and share that with me. he felt bad when he heard me counting up the calories and thought i was getting obsessed with it. so basically, i gave up my diet for him this weekend. i’m hoping to get back on track with it tomorrow. i should still be at the same weight that i started at, which is 173-174, so i’m not worried. i feel better about myself now that we had this weekend together. he made me feel special and attractive again. however, i still want to look better with him, but i may not be quite so extreme about it when i see him next weekend.